Current Residence: Pepperland
Favourite genre of music: Folk
Favourite photographer: Astrid Kricherr
Favourite cartoon character: perry the plataous
Personal Quote: nothing says merry christmas like a commie bomb shelter
Stuck I sat there in the dark looking for some sad Fan Fiction of My OPT's. Depression sucks. I always have the feeling I need to cry. This is an issue because at the same time I feel nothing. I need something to help me with it. Weather it is a sad song or writing I had no preference. I just needed a little push/excuse for it to happen. I finally settle on Alone on the Water. It is my third time reading it. It speaks to me because I feel alone like John in the story.Stuck by ~thepixie1234
I start reading it. John becomes broken just like me. Not in the same way. Never in the same way. This is because I feel broken over nothing. I have no reason. He does. He is allowed to feel empty and sad; I however should not. My door creaks open from when it was shut earlier.
"You're crying! Why are you crying?" She asks.
"No I'm not." I am a good actor/liar. My voice doesn't even crack. I would have convinced myself. She knows better. We have been down this road before
Friends I found myself curled up on the couch with tears in my eyes. Not feeling the need to do anything, not be with anyone. I felt empty, but I wasn't hungry and I had so much I wanted to say, but no one I wanted to say it too. I just felt the need to wallow in my own self pity. Nothing this whole week was going my way. My new job sucked and that one guy I just wanted to be with cancelled our date. I wanted to be with him and feel his warmth and love. Now I just felt lonely with no hope for tomorrow. I had Journey screaming in the back ground it was that deep kinda of depression. I felt like I could not fathom anything. Broken like a pretty glass vase that could not be put back together again.Friends by ~thepixie1234
There was a blanket was dropped over me. I looked up and there was my room mate smiling down at me. She had found the orange shock blanket that we stole. I sat up and wrapped it around me and rubbed my tear stained face. I still felt that empty pit in my stomach. She had got
The Sociopathic post card It was late one night and I was relaxing in a Girl Scout camp store. When I was grabbed off my rack by a pair of cold, clammy hand reached out and pulled me harshly off the post rack.I tore slightly. I was brought to the counter and shoved violently into a plastic bag and my breathing shortened. I was taken down a dark path and of course there was a bag over my head so I couldn't see where I was going. We reached what I heard was called the counselors cabin. I started to shake in my bag. Just then those same hands reached down and pulled me out. He gently placed me on the desk knowing that he had already torn me. Then he etched a message in pen onto my paper epidermis while he laughed manically.The Sociopathic post card by ~thepixie1234
"Sherlock will never guess it was me..... He will be going in circles for a long time. The future of the world will be mine as I expand my search on European pop culture and their tasty crumpets!!!!!!!!" And the stranger marked me with a small stamp like thing a thro
Jeff a Love story I was new on the comedy scene of impromptu. When I was younger I enjoyed watching Whose Line, so when there was an opening for a new person on in Drew Carey's Improv-a-ganza I jumped at the chance to work with some of my heron on stage. Especially Ryan Stiles he had always been my favorite. (not that I pick Favorites or any thing..... that would be wrong)The interview had gone with out a hitch Drew was actually really funny (funnier then I remember)and he was a great guy well that was in till he decided that it would be stupid to pay for an extra room. See the other female Heather was rooming with Kathy and Drew didn't want to pay for another girl's room(not that I ever wanted to bunk with Katy... just saying.)so he bunked me with one of the guys. Yeah I was screwed. I had no idea how to live with men. The whole time I was praying that it wasn't with Gregg Proops he kinda really bugged and I got the feeling that whole time I would make True Jackson VP references that would makeJeff a Love story by ~thepixie1234